I feel so defeated and i've let my dad down again. Those cheques gone to paying tuition fees were all for nothing. I screwed up my sciences. F myself. When i think of all that money and all that trust, i just feel so f-ing unworthy. I dont know why they dont just kick me out of the house. I cried today, but that's not gonna solve a thing. Am just plain stupid, can't stand myself.
That girl is something off a poster, That girl is a dime they say, That girl is like a gun to my holster, She's running through my mind all day, ay.
I luvvv this song, but i can't seem to find it anywhere(downloadable version) on the internet, and its making me miserable. If you have it, PLEASE send it to me, "hugs and keeeses" Kay, dance today was fun cuz we learnt the cheorography for Grad Nite! The "look through my eyes" contemp item was also actually pretty fun to do, even though i look like a headless chicken trying to act elegant. But the song and the steps fit just right, it makes me gay. Spent my afternoon playing modified air hockey (using billard balls) with yuanzhi&ngboo. My fingers are very sore now. But its nothing when compared to ngboo's bloody fingers. Tsk, i swear boizz are so violent. 4.8 tomorrow, DIE. (every part of my body jiggles right now, am so disgusted )
WR's finished and i couldn't be happier. Reached home at midnight last night after a day trip to Malacca. I'm planning a JB shopping trip with huichun soooooon, hehe. And right now, we're at the talk about it stage of planning(: It'll be awesomely funtastic! Anyway, amandaaaa, i dont know if you read this. But we're all so busybeebee now and i can't find the time to talk to you so, i just wantchuu to know i think that,
Whut the heck, hope you get what i mean(: & I'm missing the m'sia yong tau fu already. Cuz they don't make you depressed like the ones in NJ do. Anyway, last friday i watched Imagine That with yanting. Cute show much. It made me really want a "googa" for myself. I also had gelato and durian pancakes, favourite things with my favourite girl♥ (wish you could be a constant in my life)
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